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Monday, March 09, 2009

Unease

 Hmm..it sure has been awhile since i blogged...guess i'm just bored outta my mind...so..i'm back..though i should be reading my damn psyc article for class on wednesday..but i cant be bothered =/

since i got back..i've been feeling this uneasy feeling...i dont know how to put it to words..neither do i know what is causing it..but i do miss home..

the past 3 months back in msia has been great...eventhough many things have changed..people that i've driven away or distanced myself from..and people that i've gotten closer with...i guess in the end..its your true friends who stay with you in the end...though its been so many years since we first met...i'm proud to say that i have 4 friends i know i can count on no matter what happens..no matter how many years we'll be apart...i know these 4 people are the ones i'll be close with my whole life...
and then there are the rest...some pretentious...some manipulative...some uncaring...some that are just plain rotten on their insides...its a good thing that all these traits surface after getting to know people..and i'm glad that i got to see that side of them...it makes me cherish my true friends even more...though there are lots of times where we go through rough patches..but somehow...we just learn to get through it...i mean...noone's perfect..if we're not perfect ourselves..we cant expect anyone to be perfect right?

but yeah...its gonna be awhile before i go back to msia again...this time its a one way ticket to nz and i dont know when i'll be heading back again....i'm glad that atif's gonna be coming to study here in the middle of the year (well..hopefully everything goes according to plan)...cos well..i guess he'll bring home abit closer...all the silly things we used to do when we grew up together...still doesnt fail to brighten my thoughts... plus..my parents will be coming over as well...the leash around my neck will shorten..but i'm still glad that they're coming over..hopefully that can help me keep focus on my studies as well.

hmm..one more thing to look forward to in the middle of the year would be australia...it hasnt been decided yet..but i might go over to celebrate my bday this time around...probably spend a week there...free lodging! thats always good..heh

talk bout a long as post...i better stop and get back to my work...might just blog again the next time when i'm emo =P

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