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Name: Jonathan
Birthday: 7/3/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: basketball...chatting...the internet...the cyber world...and just basically kicking back and relaxing myself..and well...enjoying life...hedonism...a word that pretty much describes my hobbies
Expertise: hmm....let me think.
i don't think i have any expertise..
i guess i'm still waiting to find out myself!
so be patient...i'll let you guys know when i discover my expertise...cheerz
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
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MSN: megacool_jon@hotmail.com
ICQ:  172553834
Member Since:
11/1/2003
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| at the blink of an eye
it was time to say goodbye
at the blink of an eye
tears formed..and i began to cry
all i could do was sigh
and to wonder why
why'd our love die
why was my head up so high
so high up in the sky
i never saw that everything was a lie
now all i can do is try
try to keep my eyes dry
for your heart has died
the ends are all tied
our faith denied
i called out..but there's no reply
time has passed us by
you're no longer mine
you seem to be doing fine
but...how am i...
yep...i'm procrastinating..supposed to be doing assignment but here i am writing lame as poems =/ tata
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| Hmm..our minds are funny things..
i've seen this study done ages ago on a documentary that i was watching...probably something for my psychology course but not that sure anymore..
*gibberish*
its about our perception towards people...its shown that when you're in love with someone or like someone...you tend to think they're more beautiful or more handsome...so these researchers manipulated and photoshopped the photographs of the participant's loved ones...to make them better looking and worse looking...and to see whether they'll pick the better looking pic of the person as the pic that more closely represents what the participant sees his/her loved one as..
*gibberish*
and the results show that the more they like the person...the more they would pick the better looking pic of their loved ones
its funny...it never occurred to me before...cos lately...you just dont look as good as you used to anymore
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| Its been raining on and off for the past few days...and it made me think of home... Over here i pretty much resent the rain as along with it comes the bitter cold..the numb feet and hands..well i wouldnt complain too much if i didnt havta wake up early in the mornings to go to uni...rainy days are nice to sleep in on afterall...but at this point in life..there are things that one has to do right?
Anyways..for the past 20 years in my life...i've loved the rain when i was in msia...the way it cools everything down...settles all the dusts...and brings about this scent of freshness added with a hint of grass... and it brings back memories...i remember that when people will leave the court at the sight of a drizzle while a few friends and i will just stay out in the rain playing basketball... thinking back..those were the fun times in our lives...but kinda silly of us to ignore the risk of getting struck by lightning..but hey..we were kids afterall
as kids we were easily satisfied...we were happy enough to just go out for a movie in the mall...play a game of cs...and just basically chill out...
now we seek more material things..we want better food...more expensive food...better clothes..more expensive clothes yadda yadda...and the list goes on...but i guess we outgrow things
we outgrow the things we used to love...
we outgrow our taste in everything
we outgrow our perspectives in life
we outgrow the heartaches that we once experienced because of someone we once thought was special to us...
ultimately we outgrow our old selves
is that a good thing or a bad thing i wonder?
but in this moment i guess i am ok with myself
i have a few close friends here that i'm getting closer to
i have my family who are always supportive and caring no matter how they may seem...
and i have people who love me for who i am..though they wish i would change some of my ways..but i dont doubt their intentions
i guess being away from the things you want most changes one's perspectives
and...perhaps one has to blog bout these things in order to get in grasp of his own perspectives...i dunno..heh
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| call me gay...call me a pansy...and call me emasculated...
but i think ps i love you is a very touching movie...i mean..i didnt even have that many close-to-tears moments when i watched the notebook...which everyone said was a definately-will-cry movie...
sigh...i wonder how its like being so in love with someone...and having that someone be so in love with you....
all in all...this has been one of the sweetest movies i've seen...though i must say the cinematography isnt great...but the storyline and the script is just....sweet
next thing to do now is to scout for that book =)
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